Time To Get Back To It?

Healing is a weird thing, isn’t it? It’s something you expect to happen in time. Some expect it immediately. However you think it will happen, we all know that it never happens fully.

My dad passed away a few months ago. February to be precise. My heart broke twice that night. Once realizing that it happened and being destroyed by it. The second time was realizing that he can at least finally rest after his long battle. I felt that I was being selfish wanting him to stay even as he was in such pain. It broke my heart to feel that way.

Feeling those words form in my head and then type them out hurt so much but I know I needed to. The hope being that maybe putting those words out into the world may help my journey of processing and healing begin. The possibility is also there that it may not.

All I can hope for is that getting back to doing something that I love, such as watching horror movies and letting every know my opinions on them, will set me on a path that will mend a little bit of my broken heart and make my dad proud. So, I hope everyone is ready for me to make my opinions and feelings your problem!